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My Ontological Model for the Universe/Reality

for anything to exist, there has to be something before it. something cannot arise from nothing. But, what about time? how do we make sense of this?

i propose at least one model;
Eternal Ground ( Ω ) + Fractal Emanation ( C ∞ )

FRACTAL ETERNAL CAUSATION:


TO SUMMARISE:

The Eternal → Infinite Fractal Causation → Present Experience

ProblemHow This Model Solves It
Infinite regressThe regress terminates in Ω , but Ω needs no cause (it’s eternal/timeless)
Something from nothingNothing ever comes from nothing—everything flows from Ω
**Why is there something? **Ω doesn’t “begin”—it simply is. The question dissolves.
Causality preservedEvery temporal thing has a cause; only the timeless ground is uncaused
Infinite depth preservedThe fractal structure gives infinite richness without infinite time

Visual Representation

                         ┌─────────────────────┐
                         │                     │
                         │    Ω (Timeless)     │  ← Outside time, eternal ground
                         │   The Eternal One   │
                         │                     │
                         └──────────┬──────────┘
                                    │
              ┌─────────────────────┼─────────────────────┐
              │                     │                     │
              ▼                     ▼                     ▼
         ┌────────┐            ┌────────┐            ┌────────┐
         │  C¹ₐ   │            │  C¹ᵦ   │            │  C¹ᵧ   │   ← Primary emanations
         └───┬────┘            └───┬────┘            └───┬────┘
             │                     │                     │
        ┌────┴────┐           ┌────┴────┐           ┌────┴────┐
        ▼         ▼           ▼         ▼           ▼         ▼
      ┌───┐     ┌───┐       ┌───┐     ┌───┐       ┌───┐     ┌───┐
      │C²₁│     │C²₂│       │C²₃│     │C²₄│       │C²₅│     │C²₆│  ← Secondary
      └─┬─┘     └─┬─┘       └─┬─┘     └─┬─┘       └─┬─┘     └─┬─┘
        │         │           │         │           │         │
       ╱ ╲       ╱ ╲         ╱ ╲       ╱ ╲         ╱ ╲       ╱ ╲
      ▼   ▼     ▼   ▼       ▼   ▼     ▼   ▼       ▼   ▼     ▼   ▼
      ·   ·     ·   ·       ·   ·     ·   ·       ·   ·     ·   ·   ← Tertiary... 
      │   │     │   │       │   │     │   │       │   │     │   │
      ▼   ▼     ▼   ▼       ▼   ▼     ▼   ▼       ▼   ▼     ▼   ▼
               ∞ fractal depth continues forever
                              │
                              ▼
                    ┌───────────────────┐
                    │   Present Moment  │  ← Where we experience reality
                    │        NOW        │
                    └───────────────────┘

The Ashtar Principle ( A Ω ):

“There exists exactly one timeless, uncaused eternal ground (Ω). All things that exist within time emerge from Ω through infinite fractal chains of causation. Every causal inquiry, pursued to infinite depth, resolves into Ω.”


Philosophical Resonances

the model aligns beautifully with several profound traditions:

TraditionTheir ΩFractal Emanation
NeoplatonismThe One (τὸ ἕν)Emanation through Nous → Soul → Matter
VedantaBrahmanBrahman → Ātman → Maya (manifestation)
KabbalahEin Sof (אֵין סוֹף)Sefirot (10 emanations, fractal-like)
ChristianityGod as “I AM”Logos → Creation
TaoismThe Tao“The Tao gives birth to One, One to Two, Two to Three, Three to all things”
Physics (speculative)Quantum vacuum / Mathematical structureSymmetry breaking → forces → particles → atoms → …
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1992: Japanese pioneers raise kid in rubber womb

of course, a kid is a baby goat, back in 1992 they were showing us on the surface-level realm about growing kids in artificial wombs … we can only imagine what goes on in deep underground bases with legal “grey zones”, especially in 2025

https://www.newscientist.com/article/mg13418180-400-japanese-pioneers-raise-kid-in-rubber-womb

those women in the 1990s who reported being abducted by “alien”s and impregnated with “hybrids”? … then abducted again and having the fetus removed?

probably because in 1992 it required months in the biological womb before transferring to artificial womb … early stage of the tech 😉

backup of the page follows below:

Japanese pioneers raise kid in rubber womb

By Peter Hadfield

25 April 1992

Aldous Huxley’s Brave New World came a step closer to realisation earlier
this month when Japanese scientists announced that they have raised a goat
fetus in an artificial womb. The successful ‘delivery’ of the goat, believed
to be the first of its kind in the world, increases the prospects of rescuing
sick human fetuses and treating them in an artificial womb.

Yoshinori Kuwabara, a gynaecologist at Tokyo University’s medical department,
removed the fetus from its mother by Caesarean section after 120 days’ gestation,
about three-quarters of the way to its full term. He placed it in a rubber
womb filled with artificial amniotic fluid, and the kid was delivered 17
days later.

‘A goat fetus is very immature, even at 120 days,’ says Kuwabara. ‘It
corresponds to about the 20th to 24th week of gestation of a human fetus.’

In its second womb, the fetus was fed via a catheter with normal fetal
blood, which was oxygenated and recycled. Nutrients were added to the blood
supply. The sac was filled with a near exact reproduction of natural amniotic
fluid – a mixture of sodium and potassium chlorides, glucose and proteins.
The temperature was kept at a constant 39.5 °C by passing warm water
between two outer layers of rubber.

Creating an artificial womb has been tried before. In 1969, French scientists
managed to keep a sheep fetus alive in one for two days. Kuwabara’s goat
fetus faced two principal dangers. The 42-litre sac is larger than a normal
womb and the fetus had room to be more active than usual. Under these conditions
Kuwabara says the fetus could have taken in too much oxygen, which can be
toxic at high concentrations, or swallowed too much amniotic fluid, leading
to severe fluid retention. To reduce the danger, Kuwabara and colleagues
fed the fetus sedatives to slow down its activity and swallowing.

‘We have two objectives in our research,’ says Kuwabara. ‘One is for
animal models for fetal experimental medicine. The other is for clinical
use, to rescue very immature or sick fetuses.’

One condition Kuwabara says may be treatable by artificial gestation
is hypoplasia of the lungs, in which the lungs fail to mature. The disease
kills around 100 babies a year in Japan. ‘I don’t worry about the ethical
problems. I just want to rescue the fetus where it is impossible to be
rescued by present treatment,’ he says.

Kuwabara believes it may be possible to incubate a goat’s fetus from
as early as 90 days into gestation, and a human fetus from about the 16th
week. The kid, now one month old, is still suffering the after-effects of
the sedatives. It cannot stand or breath by itself. But as the muscle relaxants
wear off it is gaining strength and will soon be able to function properly.
Kuwabara says it is ‘doing well’.

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2 prominent remote sensing/clairvoyant dreams i had 2007-2010

over the years, i have experienced various precognitive dreams, and also some remote sensing/clairvoyant dreams. i will list a couple of notable examples of the remote sensing dreams i had many years ago, and how sometimes they can be semi-symbolic in their linkage:

1: 126-car train derailed in illinois, ethanol chemical spill


in 2010, i dreamt that i was on a train, and the train crashed and derailed.
in the dream, i get off the train and start walking across the tracks, and experience pain in my abdomen

after waking, that same day, i read online that a 126-car train had derailed in illiniois USA, resulting in a chemical explosion or spill, and they did not know what caused it

when i looked at the timing, the event happened while i was asleep, while i was dreaming, so this most definitely was clairvoyance/remote sensing — it was not a precognition but i somehow was remotely experiencing the event during the actual time it was happening.

related articles/video : https://www.dailymotion.com/video/xljvcq

A community in Illinois was evacuated after a train carrying ethanol alcohol derailed overnight and caught fire.
The 126-car train went off its tracks in a rural area about 100 miles southwest of Chicago — with many cars exploding, igniting several other cars. No injuries or fatalities were reported. Deborah Lutterbeck, Reuters.

https://uk.news.yahoo.com/ethanol-filled-train-explodes-derailment-140505783.html

2: Andrew Meier tased for asking John Kerry a question (“Don’t Tase Me Bro” meme origin)

in 2007 i had a very weird dream that i was being chased by some police, and they were using tasers to tase me in my brain, it was a disturbing and seemingly “random” dream

when i woke, i read news that day that a student in the USA had been tackled to the ground and tased for asking John Kerry about “Skull & Bones” secret society. This is the sort of conspiracy stuff that i was also researching at the time, so there may have been a “morphic resonance” as to why i picked up on this

The fact i was tased in my brain, was a symbolic linkage to the fact that Andrew Meyer was tased for asking the wrong question, has was effectively being tased for his thoughts, his speech…

After this, i actually connected with Andrew Meyer on facebook and he told me to beware the ego, and that my beliefs i explained at the time were resonant with the kabbalah.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6bVa6jn4rpE


https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/University_of_Florida_Taser_incident

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the Science of the Séance

2025.07.11 (July) a talk i done at a moot regarding the links between science and the paranormal, how the science can be used to understand and enhance ESP and paranormal work.

bitchute mirror: https://www.bitchute.com/video/LhCXIG9DRpUB

2025.07.11 (July) a talk i done at a moot regarding the links between science and the paranormal, how the science can be used to understand and enhance ESP and paranormal work.

specific links:

Remote Viewing 2001 UK Ministry of Defense Experiment FOI release:
https://webarchive.nationalarchives.gov.uk/ukgwa/20121026065214/http://www.mod.uk/DefenceInternet/FreedomOfInformation/DisclosureLog/SearchDisclosureLog/RemoteViewing.htm

ESP and geomagnetic activity:
https://archives.parapsych.org/bitstream/123456789/3/1/2008_PA_Convention_Proceedings.pdf#page=216

[Ouija Boards] Expression of nonconscious knowledge via ideomotor actions:
https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S1053810012000402

Wildfire-Induced Thunderstorms:
https://agupubs.onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/full/10.1029/2008GL035680

general topics discussed:

wave physics
room modes & standing waves
harmonics
constructive interference & destructive interference
sympathetic resonance
pythagorean tuning
golden ratio
sacred geometry
helmholtz resonators
piezoelectric effect of quartz
REM rebound

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retro anime kamikaze messaging and programming

Nadia: The Secret of Blue Water (ふしぎの海のナディア, Fushigi no Umi no Nadia, lit. ’Nadia of the Mysterious Seas’)

this song is majestic! <33

I sometimes notice subliminal messages and programming in retro anime and music that relate to kamikaze attacking or 9/11 twin towers, here is one.

For example, these lyrics, […] <- are my comments:

“in your eyes I see a bright future” [bright future = explosions]
“Lighting up everything” [explosions]
“before i dream, i want to fly” [before i die/pass on, i want to fly (kamikaze suicide attack)]
“words are an eternal signal” [these words are forever subliminal programming]

🛩️🛩️🔆🔆KamiKaze messaging

notice also, the visuals first show a white dove/bird, a symbol of peace, which is replaced by an airplane … as the airplane flies, we see the “sun” throb TWICE as the TRUMPETS of the music sound twice, synchronised

this could also be a reference to the future attack on the Twin Towers in 2001, which were in fact designed by Japanese architect Yamasaki Minoru (山崎 實).

when asked why he designed TWO TOWERS to be built, Yamasaki replied:

When asked, “Why TWO 110-story buildings? Why not one 220-story building?” Minoru Yamasaki replied, “I didn’t want to lose the human scale.” (source: https://jerz.setonhill.edu/design/WTC/index.html)

remember that Japan was nuked TWO TIMES, thus the TWO TOWERS may have been a symbolic offering for future sacrifice.

Furthermore, in the middle of the old World Trade Centre plaze, between the two towers, was a scultpure called “The Sphere” by German artist Fritz Koenig.

When i look at this Sphere, it appears as a symblolic representation of a nuclear bomb, complete with shockwave too..


(to be updated and also a new dedicated post about Yamasaki Minoru)

i also got FRISSON (Electrodermal Activation) when listening to the opening them of Nadia: The Secret of Blue Water (ふしぎの海のナディア) … feeling the holy spirit

and the song is awesome, majestic melodies and words along with the visuals <33

Here is the Outro to the Anime:

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escape from HEL

the most difficult challenge in fact is not to travel to other planets within the HELiosphere, but to exit past the HELiopause (the EDGE of the HELiosphere) — it is ultra violent at the HELiopause, as HELios attempts to trap all people within the HELiosphere..as it cyclically ejects micrnova, bringing with it asteroids, fire & brimstone to planets… eventually supernova

space probes struggle at this point, and space ships will thus struggle too.

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for A.I. to achieve true A.G.I, it may need a human brain to exploit

i believe that to achieve true Artificial General Intelligence (AGI), and for AGI to be truly conscious with a soul, it must integrate with a human or animal body. true AGI with consciousness cannot be achieved by technology alone, it absolutely would require exploting a human or animal — things beside this may appear as AGI, but will be the toy dogs barking, and dogs will think they are real.

the exploitation could work either way — we as humans could exploit the AI, to form AGI, as an extension of our bodies and brains, to live longer, and have enhanced faculties, senses, etc.

cats can hear up to 64KHz … why can we not?
Yang Dan, et al., wet-wired a cat’s brain to a computer in the 1990s, to see through its eyes … what now?

but we must also leverage the other side to even achieve these feats — we must learn how to integrate AI with a brain properly, and to do this we must let the AI take control of a brain and train itself on the patterns of neural signals, etc.

some people could live & experience extended lifespans if AI integrates and exploits a body which has a soul, using tech and upgrades over time to live potentially for hundreds or thousands of years what if they experience a millenium-long dystopia, unable to die…

these ideas all seem very unethical, and to some degree they are. thus we are moving into a time where the governments and countries which are the most unethical, may gain an advantage in AI, by developing human/animal<->machine interface AGI systems in which AI exploits the brain, and thus leverages consciousness and a soul, and vice-versa — where humans and animals exploit AI to enhance and empower themselves.

thus, countries such as China could lead, as they have less ethical concerns, but at the same time, USA and other countries indeed have Deep Underground Military Bases where they conduct such unethical experimental research and develop secret technology.

(to be updated)

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benchmark: disable CPU & RAM mitigations to speed up Linux gaming

i ran Monster Hunter Wilds benchmark 4k ultra with no frame gen, via steam store on Linux, on Xorg display server with “teafree” enabled, running the open-source amdgpu kernel driver:

68.51 FPS average | 23243 score ::: regular Linux Kernel
71.87 FPS average | 24526 score ::: Kernel boot options: mitigations=off init_on_alloc=0 init_on_free=0 randomize_kstack_offset=0

7900XTX GPU
3800X CPU

Linux 6.14.0 built using:
clang +full LTO, debian defaut kernel config as make oldconfig with some things already tweaked at build time such as changing timer frequency to 1000Hz, disabling non-essential debug stuf the kernel documentation says has “minimal runtime overhead”, etc, intel components, etc removed due to running on AMD.

mitigations=off,init_on_alloc=0,init_on_free=0, etc are optionally disabled at runtime as a benchmark (mitigations is something that is _always_ on, by default on every linux distro and default kernel. init_on_alloc/free are enabled by default varying by distro, some have either one or the other enabled, or both on)

this is a system-wide speed improvement, and reduces latency, speeds up the CPU and also the memory operations by sacrificing security operations. register zeroing is also a newer kernel CPU security option we can choose to enable/disable (security/speed)

it will be nice to test this with ntsync now it is mainlined into the kernel! ^-^: ttps://www.kernel.org/doc/html/v6.14-rc7/userspace-api/ntsync.html

besides other kernel memory & cpu options, another potential kernel-level improvement we can get is from AutoFDO when building the kernel using clang (though, i probably need to upgrade from my Zen 2 gen CPU for a start):
https://www.kernel.org/doc/html/next/dev-tools/autofdo.html

“AutoFDO (Auto-Feedback-Directed Optimization) is a type of profile-guided optimization (PGO) used to enhance the performance of binary executables. It gathers information about the frequency of execution of various code paths within a binary using hardware sampling. This data is then used to guide the compiler’s optimization decisions, resulting in a more efficient binary. AutoFDO is a powerful optimization technique, and data indicates that it can significantly improve kernel performance. It’s especially beneficial for workloads affected by front-end stalls.

For AutoFDO builds, unlike non-FDO builds, the user must supply a profile. Acquiring an AutoFDO profile can be done in several ways. AutoFDO profiles are created by converting hardware sampling using the “perf” tool. It is crucial that the workload used to create these perf files is representative; they must exhibit runtime characteristics similar to the workloads that are intended to be optimized. Failure to do so will result in the compiler optimizing for the wrong objective. […]

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Studying Correlation Between ESP (Psychic Phenomena) & Geomagnetic Activity (& Solar Activity)


Study 1: “NEW INSIGHTS INTO THE LINKS BETWEEN ESP AND GEOMAGNETIC ACTIVITY [in turn linked to Solar activity]”
The Parapsychological Association & The Society for Psychical Research Convention 2008

some summary:

“Local geomagnetic field-strength measurements taken at 1-second intervals during 99 trials, and at 5-second intervals during 244 trials, were converted by fast Fourier transform into power within five frequency bands.

Two patterns were observed: ESP was found to succeed only during periods of enhanced pulsation activity within the 0.2-0.5 Hz band, but ESP effect was absent during the most disturbed periods of activity in the 0.025-0.1 Hz band. “

https://archives.parapsych.org/bitstream/123456789/3/1/2008_PA_Convention_Proceedings.pdf#page=216

Rupert Sheldrake suggests a morphic field, but it seems that electromagnetic, geomagnetic, and other fields may be linked too, to the degree that more disturbed planetary field activity may cause “noise” and interrupt some forms of ESP (which then may become enhanced once the disturbed field has settled… i am trying to find the study which touches upon this finding of increased ESP _after_ the disturbed field has settled)

ExtraSensory Perception (ESP, Psi, Psychic Ability) is very real. It should be taken seriously.
If like myself, you have also personally experienced ESP such as precognitive dreams or remote sensing/clairvoyance, then it is no longer a belief, but we know it is real, we do not “believe” in it. it becomes knowledge. Thus there MUST be a mechanism, field, or function it is leveraging, and we should study to find this, and potentially leverage and exploit it so we can work with ESP more systematically and effectively.

Some of the research i have came across over the years range from the well-known USA CIA remote viewing studies, UK MoD remote viewing (appendix G, anyone?), Magick & Witchcraft, Findings that Rupert Sheldrake explores, etc… but what excited me the most was when i found studies which explore correlation between ESP and Geomagnetic and Solar activity. I’m trying to find the exact study i found many years ago, but above is one such study i just found, i should add and collate more as i find them.

If i recall correctly, what i learnt from the study i initially read years ago is that some forms of ESP are more frequent and enhanced During more active Geomagnetic periods (geomagnetic storms etc), but also that some ESP can actually be Dampened during the most active (geomagnetic storm) periods, followed by increased ESP when the highly unsettled field settles afterwards.

Also, the different types of ESP may be affected differently. Precognition (future time event sensing) for example, may be affected differently to clairvoyance/remote-sensing (current time remote event sensing), and the geomagnetic field may affect them differently.

I will also post briefly after this regarding some notable ESP experiences i’ve had myself, and how they may relate also to the Morphic field that Rupert Sheldrake suggests.